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Wednesday, April 25, 2012
/ -pixie lott, "we just go on"
 holidays are here. what was a roller coaster before came to an abrupt halt. everything just went calm and i feel so lost, so out of balance. i have been on sleepless nights, stressing, wrecking with my face in the toilet. all that had stopped. it's been about a week now and i am still trying to get my shit together. sem 2 didn't went well for me. i was on the verge of losing it. i troubled a lot of people, too much people. i was a massive guilt trip. it was nightmare. it is over. i have the three months to revive. get healthy. gather my inspirations. get back to what brought me to the very decision in the very first place. back when i was extremely ambitious that no one could stop me. i can't back out. not now. i keep questioning what my future would consist of and it scares the shit out of me. i gotta do something. figure what is right before i make the biggest mistake in my life. i need to wake up. 0 comments Friday, March 30, 2012 / -radiohead, "karma police" I am at my most most vulnerable state. Slightest thing could break me. It's at this point of time the workload, the emotions, the surrounding, Everything(!!!!) feels like it's getting at me. I have been pushing all these negativities, venting it all out but it keeps coming back. And when that happens I just break down. I really don't know what's going on with myself but I better get my shit back together and finish this 2 weeks of school before the 'D Day'. For some people with some reasons, I wish ya'll a F you. Karma police just around the corner yo.. Wednesday, February 22, 2012 / The perfect answer People tend to think with either their head, or their heart. My heart says “I’m madly in love with her”, but my head says “I only met her yesterday”. My heart says, “I want to marry this girl”, but my head says “My parents and friends have never even met her before.” My heart says, “I want to be near her every second of every day” but my headsays “She lives 2,500 miles away. That’s impossible.” Following your head is always easier. People think you’re smarter for making the “logical” decision. There’s always comfort & safety in doing what’s normal. Following your heart is always harder. People often think you’re crazy and have lost your mind. Your once “comfortable” life is completely different, always changing and never certain. Just a few months ago, I followed my heart. I knew that I would never be TRULY COMPLETE without the one I loved. Her not being around left a giant, gaping hole in my heart that nothing could ever fill….my family, my friends, my job, my music career. Nothing. While I do love and miss my family and friends more than you can imagine, it’s a different kind of love. It’s NOT that same kind of emotional, physical, and intimate love that only “your other half” can provide. So, when my heart said, “You found the one to fill that giant, gaping hole in your heart“….I could not ignore it. So to answer your question, “Was it hard to just leave home, family & friends to move to Cali for Carissa Rae?” The answer is No. I knew 100%, without a doubt, that I had found that one single person to fill the giant, gaping hole in my heart. Making the decision to move from Carolina to California for Carissa Rae was the easiest, craziest, smartest, most spontaneous decision I have ever made. And I must tell you this…. I have never been happier in my life than I am right this second. Now, I’d like to ask you, the reader this question… When was the last time you followed your heart instead of your head? Sure, your friends and your family might think you’re crazy, but in the end, you just might find yourself HAPPIER than you’ve ever been before. -Michael Alvarado
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