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Tuesday, January 08, 2008
/ i wish
i wish i could turn back time. i wish you'd trust me back then. trust me to make my own decisions. i know i've not been good at making any decisions. i know i always depended on others for everything. i know i've always made you mad. i know you knew i was'nt prepared then. but if i had just did, choose whatever i wanted to do, things would be different now. it'd go my way. even if it's a bad choice i've made, i'll always knew i choose to do it. that it's my fault anything has happened. but now, everything's a mess, i am mess. i could'nt think straight. depending on others, on you, became a habit. when i pointed that out, you got upset. you told me the reasons why you did'nt trust me then. but i've heard enough off them. and i wanted to change. i wanted to be different, to be independant. to be able to choose on my own. to be doing things i choose to do and be proud of it, eventho i could mess up. i wanna stop relying on you. i wish i could turn back time. 0 comments |