I don't get you, nuff said.

although I was really excited to meet the girls, my fashion statement today stated otherwise. I can't see straight when I've kept my mind on something and then I was told to change. my mind was clouded and I end up going home feeling rather agitated. yes, my reaction was a little slow but dang it stays...till now. think I know the cause now. and you can still ask why? ha

I've to really start thinking ahead now. I'm thinking of somewhere in between fashion industry. thing is, everyone knows "that in fashion, one day you're in and the next, you're out" imitates Heidi Klum of Project Runway. I'm thinking twice now. I mean is it really worth spending thousands on a "6 months 6 months 6 months. It's not something you do for a great future" as quote by Karl Lagerfeld. and if I could even cope in this demanding line j'adore so much. I know I'm being such an insecure, but really it's my future.. hmmm


okay, I shall bore you no more with my worries. just have a good day fer me ya'll :)