I have been busy. Too busy to the point of neglecting my AJ (sorry baby!) and even cutting my nails! I don't have time for my family, my girls. I don't even have time for me! School is the main priority now. It's tiring but I hope my objective stays throughout the semester and then I'll be all out for the long holidays after. Five quick months shall pass just like the first month in school had long passed.

 I thought after fasting month I won't be this 'skinny' and labeled 'unhealthy, helpless' girl but so far nothing has changed. First comment from everyone I know, "SO SKINNY, YOU'RE BONES!" Let me get myself clear, I am NOT anorexic. I have been eating, well forcing myself to eat really. Whenever I'm around AJ, he makes sure I finish my portion of food; fail. I guess my metabolism rate gets faster? Or maybe I just don't have enough sleep? Late nights or no sleep at all completing assignments.. Stress on research work? Or maybe it's just the diet that I took is a wrong and unhealthy way? I gotta eat my greens and fish, ew. I shall give it a try, I must!

It's three in the morning and I'm trash talking.