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Wednesday, April 25, 2012 / -pixie lott, "we just go on"



holidays are here. what was a roller coaster before came to an abrupt halt. everything just went calm and i feel so lost, so out of balance. i have been on sleepless nights, stressing, wrecking with my face in the toilet. all that had stopped. it's been about a week now and i am still trying to get my shit together. sem 2 didn't went well for me. i was on the verge of losing it. i troubled a lot of people, too much people. i was a massive guilt trip. it was nightmare. it is over.

i have the three months to revive. get healthy. gather my inspirations. get back to what brought me to the very decision in the very first place. back when i was extremely ambitious that no one could stop me. i can't back out. not now. i keep questioning what my future would consist of and it scares the shit out of me. i gotta do something. figure what is right before i make the biggest mistake in my life.

i need to wake up.

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