Something Wicked

-coldplay, "paradise"

2012-01-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

2012 has been a busy one so far. Good things has been happening. Met people I haven't seen in the longest time. Subscribed to a whole lot of other feel good music. Ate great good food with even greater company. Sewn a blouse. Jump a lot (with babysister, Putray!). AJ got a job, I'm so happy for him! I'm blessed with all that has happened.

-wise blood, "i'm loosing my mind"

2012-01-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

Randomo. R E V I V E

-kina grannis, "the one you say goodnight to"

2012-01-02T19:08:00.000+08:00

Crappy face, nice photography thanks to the boy.

Photos by me and AJ

I have been begging the boy to bring me here. And so on the first day of 2012, Henderson Waves was our destination. I felt so revived. I had this tiny glow of success once we're done hiking. I felt like on top of the world. Me and the boy acted silly, snap pictures, sang songs. It was back like when we first started out. It was perfect. It was a great start. May all awesome things be upon me..oh, and all of you! Happy 2012!

-drake, "take care"

2011-12-27T22:29:00.001+08:00

I say something, it triggers everything. I don't say anything, it triggers everything else. Like feather so delicate, drifting in the wind, gushed up and torn when wind gushes. Sometimes I wish I could be that person that could make hearts smile. Sometimes, I wonder if my jealousy is being tested..

-gabe bondoc, "sleigh ride" (a harry connick jr cover)

2011-12-23T14:18:00.000+08:00

I don't celebrate Christmas but these Youtubers are contagiously happy I got carried away.. Happy last minute gift shopping and happy holidays all! I'll be at work, oh what else.. See you and love all!

-jack johnson, "in the morning"

2011-12-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

This instantly made me smile. I forgot the love I had for Jack Johnson until Michael Alvarado tweeted the video. Makes me wanna live in an island. Lead an island life. Wouldn't it be fun? No stress.. You, the beach, sand, the breeze, the palm trees, the things you can do.. Look at how simple these people are!

This also makes me miss Rafhana aka Bella Swan aka surfer girl. She tells the most amazing stories whenever she comes back from travelling. Dreamy, exciting stories.. Anticipating for a date with this clumsy girl!

Anyways, check out the new vid from Alvarado and Carissa Rae yet. I had it on repeat just to keep me grinning. It's adorable how he just smiles and laughs at her clumsiness.. :') Happy holidays all..

-iron & wine, "flightless bird, american mouth"

2011-12-02T01:15:00.001+08:00

I know I know, I've ramped about this all over twitter. I can't help it! I teared each time I play the vid.. I feel the love!

-the beatles, "can't buy me love"

2011-11-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

My favourite Youtube individuals just got engaged a few days ago! Sigh, makes me wanna get engaged too.. Watch their videos, you can feel their chemistry. Envious please.. Now I wish I can sing! Haha

-sleeping at last, "turning page"

2011-11-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

So I just watched Twilight sequel, Breaking Dawn.. One word, INTENSE. From the beginning till the end it was major intense. I love every part of it. Since I'd already read the book, I knew every detail that was coming. It was amazing how it actually came to live. It was exactly how I pictured..

I especially loved the wedding scene. Every single bit. The entire atmosphere was inspired by Midsummer Night's Dream. It looks ethereal and I gushed to boyfriend how I wanted a surreal wedding just like that, he just looked at me weird. A girl could dream..

Bella's dress! It's so beautiful... It is one of Carolina Herrera's. I love the intricate revealing design at the back. The lace on satin, the buttons (there were more than 100 buttons that holds the dress together!), the silhouette that shaped Bella's curves, the long sleeves.. I was in love..

If you haven't, go watch it. I shall sit and squirm in anticipation for part 2! For now, I'll re-read the books..

#twilightfreak peace

-pixie lott ft jason derulo, "coming home"

2011-11-20T15:34:00.000+08:00

So....SEMESTER ONE IS OVER!

All the hustling back and forth to school, the sleepless nights, the never ending money sucking printing stuff, the worry, the heavy loads, the moodswings, the "i-even-have-no-time-for-myself" phase, the loosing out with the family and the girls, the last minute cancelled plans with AJ, the back aches, the sore fingers from colourings, the headaches and the flu's altogether are put on hold for this one and a half month!

Until next semester, I'll be making full use of my break (cause I deserve it!) !

-drake, "headlines"

2011-11-14T01:05:00.000+08:00

Current obsession~ Went flea at SCAPE with mother dear and I got these amazing finds among many others. I stopped at the stall for the clutch but mother insists I bring home the wedge too. Yes, my mother! These wedges are "the most comfortable" ones I've ever tried on! I made everyone at home try it on and they agreed. I love the details, I love the workmanship. It was worth the price. I also got these ripped knitted top and a long drapey vest at much bargained price. Dear mama is good at bargaining plus she paid for it all. My mother is amazing like that! I love you mama <3

-chris brown, "sweetheart"

2011-11-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

AJ and I celebrated our one year today, the 13th. I finally got to meet him after a week! It's been hectic, assignments are taking over my life, it's really insane. Only God knows how anticipated I was to finally meet him today. I'm glad he loved what I bought him. I love my priddy flower~ Let's be stronger than this love. I love you <3

-michael alvarado & carissa rae, "tv show medleys"

2011-11-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

I am tired. I'm trying to prove myself wrong. I feel myself drown but I do nothing. I should stop at being this negative. There was a point of time I questioned myself what I have got myself into. I know I should be embracing this ups and downs but my mind is too tired. I forced myself into thinking I am not tired, I am not tired, I am not tired. But physically, I am so very drained. Four hours of sleep is driving me insane. I almost throw up and the ground never looked better while walking to school just now. Nafa, what's the rush shoving ten modules up students brains?

Work has not been cooperative either. Leave I applied was not approved and my name was in roster on days I did not even apply on. I thank God, Ifah and Jason came back to work though. B3 seemed just slightly normal. It's best if Raf and Yussay were to came back... hmm wishful thinkings.

I miss AJ too. Seems like I haven't seen him for a week. Not use to this, AT ALL :'(
I miss my girls, I have been neglecting them too much. Sorry babes :(

There it's out. I am complaining. This shall be my last rant. I'll survive year one (Insya'Allah) and make it for the next two years and get my diploma.

This vid has been my companion through sleepless nights. I love the way they look at each other and how comfortable they are with each other. I am obsessed over these two. And they're so funny! Watch this!

-gabe bondoc, "we found love (a rihanna cover)

2011-10-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

-nicki minaj, "right thru me

2011-10-26T03:37:00.000+08:00

How do you do that ish?

-beyonce, "countdown"

2011-10-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

Submission weeks are here and it's insane. Everything is due. Sleepless night. Panda eyes. 100 sketches. Textile report. Sewing file. Sew skirt. It's really hectic. Work doesn't help either. I'm in a daze, I get lightheaded sometimes. I hope I'm progressing well! I've been neglecting A LOT of people, I'll make it up to you guys during the holidays! For now, rush rush!

-john mayer, "in your atmosphere"

2011-09-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

Somehow the promise ring on my ring finger makes my whole hand looks so much more feminine! I love it. He came to me all cheeky and with a kiss, he slipped the ring on my finger. Since I am the hopeless romantic, I started to go all naggy about him wasting money on me again and again. But beneath the tough surface, I'm all melting gooey lovey lunatic.. I must be good, cause he was complaining how I wasn't being very appreciative. Oh, well here's to full of promising future.. I love you AJ (so much!)

This one's for you..

-erin mccarley, "love, save the empty"

2011-09-25T00:59:00.000+08:00

I miss AJ big time. I miss going out on dates with him. I'm always busy even during my one week school break. I hope tomorrow comes quickly, I'm gonna be seeing him in a few hours time after four long days. God knows how much I'm missin him.. It never gets old, and I hope ever! Gonna sleep, gotta get up at eight and see what Darul Arqam has to offer..

-jason derulo, "don't wanna go home"

2011-09-18T18:56:00.000+08:00

Out with the Uniqlones yesterday for Hari Raya. I love love love this shot of me and AJ!

-ratatat, "loud pipes"

2011-09-11T03:12:00.000+08:00

Le classmates.

I have been busy. Too busy to the point of neglecting my AJ (sorry baby!) and even cutting my nails! I don't have time for my family, my girls. I don't even have time for me! School is the main priority now. It's tiring but I hope my objective stays throughout the semester and then I'll be all out for the long holidays after. Five quick months shall pass just like the first month in school had long passed.

I thought after fasting month I won't be this 'skinny' and labeled 'unhealthy, helpless' girl but so far nothing has changed. First comment from everyone I know, "SO SKINNY, YOU'RE BONES!" Let me get myself clear, I am NOT anorexic. I have been eating, well forcing myself to eat really. Whenever I'm around AJ, he makes sure I finish my portion of food; fail. I guess my metabolism rate gets faster? Or maybe I just don't have enough sleep? Late nights or no sleep at all completing assignments.. Stress on research work? Or maybe it's just the diet that I took is a wrong and unhealthy way? I gotta eat my greens and fish, ew. I shall give it a try, I must!

It's three in the morning and I'm trash talking.

-john mayer ft taylor swift, "half of my heart"

2011-08-15T07:38:00.000+08:00

AJ will be in camp for two weeks.. I shall focus more time on studies and nothing else. Oh, and family and friends and twenty hours of work. Oh well, I hope time passes real quick! I'm shagged!! Not complaining, nope..

-frank ocean, "thinking about you" (a JRA remake)

2011-08-12T03:34:00.000+08:00

Picture was taken some time last year. Where it all started..

Luckiest girl on earth, I am.

♥

♥_♥

I was reminiscing, browsing through pictures.. Makes me smile thinking how we started out. A bag of skittles~~ It was rather awkward for me at first because I'd treated him like the best friend before calling him my 'bro'; we were really close. I hadn't realize that he's been telling me everything about him from the beginning. I was rather clueless most of the times, yes that, I agree..

We turn nine months old on the thirteenth and I'm amazed how things change between us. I mean I was quite the Miss Independent before him but he keeps pampering me too much and I become this; the opposite of Miss Independent. He'll be away for National Service (fudge NS no?) for two weeks and I wonder how I'll survive. I mean I was once a-lone, no?

-beyonce, "i was here"

2011-08-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hafiz. Daphne. Me.

I bet I'd be posting more about school here now since school has started. First week was fun because it wasn't that heavy.. Lecturers let us off early. Classes were light, just brief introduction and stuff. But.... assignments are piling up. And I'm way way behind.. I need more time. I wished I didn't have to work. But I shouldn't be complaining, I got where I wanted to be. Now, I'll just have to fulfill my dreams and make sure I'm in the right direction. AJ gave me a heavy advise when he fetched me from work and it woke me up. I've been neglecting him too much lately due to school and it's really unfair for him, but he's been the most sweetest, most supportive boyfriend ever and I am thankful for that. I love you so much bear!

-gym class heroes ft adam levine, "stereo hearts"

2011-08-02T00:37:00.000+08:00

So school officially starts tomorrow and although I know some faces that I'll be seeing in class, I can't help this nervous feeling. I'm no super girl, I keep on my calm-no problem-looking face at front but only my close ones know how I really am/was/will ever be. I've never been this insecure. Maybe I just want this so bad and when it's actually happening I just... Wish me luck, Yes I need those. Love all..

-jamie xx rework / florence & the machine cover, "you've got the love"

2011-07-25T16:12:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, me and the boy decided to go for a little island hopping. We packed our bags with picnic food and swimming clothes and set off. First we visited St John Island and then to Kusu Island. Even though we're just on the other side of Sg, (we can still see Marina Bay from where we were!) it was much much more peaceful. The waters were clearer and the air was fresher. We took a ferry and here are some snapshots...

St John Island.

Kusu Island.

Hungry, we cabbed straight to Esplanade's Makansutra for dinner. Satay!

Mee Soto.

Mee Goreng.

Most of the shots were take by the boy.. Hope you guys had fun over your weekends too!

-robert lucido, "heartbeat"

2011-07-20T05:41:00.000+08:00

So I've been up all night trying to make Strawberry Shortcake. Everything is done, I just need to wait for seven pm to come faster so that I can put everything together and for everything to turn out well!

One of my girlfriends just turned the big twenty!! But we're only celebrating on Saturday because everyone else is busy today.. Sorry Azruhil Dory Fish!!! We're gonna try to make you the best beach picnic you'll ever have! So many exclamation marks.. Haha guess I'm sort off excited for her! Love you UIN!!

Gonna put everything back in the fridge and get some shut eye.. I'm fasting and Insya'Allah, I hope I will breeze through the day. Gotta go for Putray's Listening Therapy later! Much loves! xx

-chris brown, "forever"

2011-07-09T00:48:00.001+08:00

Le boots I've longed for.. The boy just had to make me feel special and pamper me like that. I still can't believe these awesome boots are mine!

Besides the wishes, these awesome people made my special day even better.. Thanks again guys, it's the best 20th anyone could ever ask for!

I was blindfolded from City Hall to Marina Barrage!!!

Yes, without my knowing they'd snapped tons of pictures.. I got tired and I was acting silly and I was disturbing whoever's around me. I know when it's Fara ;)

When my eyes were finally free, I was surprised by my family and my honey bee! He was the mastermind behind all this. I was speechless and my first reaction to the boy was, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" And then I got sprayed with bubble foam from the back hence the excited + happy + confused look..

Throws confetti and fire le fire sticks! The night got better. It was cool and windy and perfect!

It was really an amazing night and I never wanted it to end.. To you awesomazing people who made that night special for me, THANK YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

The next day AJ and I went to Sentosa together with baby Putray.. I had to admit it feels so futuristic it blows my mind a little. The forehead kisses while he entertain Putray to helping me change Putray's diaper.. You're really one of a kind, my one and only.

-the script, "if you see kay"

2011-07-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

zerotwozeroseven was the best most amazing day that had to pass by.. A longer post will be up, wait for it! Oh and thanks to all the AMAZING people who wished me well. Love all! ♥

-adele, "one and only"

2011-06-13T04:15:00.000+08:00

I had the best of time at USS with lover. We ran the place and jump the rides and shout our lungs off and do silliest little things and hold hands so tight and act like we're tourists and we eat the eats and we pretended like first meets and we laughed the laugh and we showed the kid in us. I learnt something about the boy; I never believed him when he said he's a boy trapped in a man's body till the day came and proved it all.. He's a scaredy cat when it comes to twisted and haunted rides! I had to be the gentlelady most of the time.. Oh! And he can get a little shy during rides.. Only I know ;)

-chris brown, "beautiful people"

2011-06-09T03:18:00.000+08:00

I'll let the pictures do the talking. It's what happened when girls meets colors, brushes and mac...

-justin bieber, "up"

2011-06-02T01:04:00.001+08:00

I'm supposed to be sleeping. Been having this major headaches which would just cause me to stare into space for a second or two or frown really really hard. Anyways...

We quarreled last night and it sucks. The feelings clawed up inside me, killing every single bit of me. I screamed into my pillow and then check my berry for any texts from you. Even angry ones. Cause by then, I'd know that I still have that tiny chance of our survival to fight for you. I have this theory, the reason why we argue so much is because we're scared of losing each other. I could hope. Egos thrown away just so this relationship we're still building would never falter and crumble. And then..

Last night was one the best nights ever. Still healing from the wounds of argument, he came to fetch me from work with his newly styled hair and this smile plastered on him. Yes, I notice every single thing that comes off him. And when we hugged, I knew that everything's okay.. So, he sings to me all the time but that night was extra special. After every line that he sang, he'd hug me or kiss my forehead or my cheeks. And whenever I look his way, his eyes were already on me, studying my every movement. I felt myself let loose and I acted my silliest. I lip-sync and danced in the sardine-packed train while we listened to my playlist with the new beats by dr. dre, he bought me. I feel so loved and needed. Super cheesy, but super true.

If arguing is what makes us stronger, then I'd argue with you every minute. But then, I wouldn't want to scream into my pillow and end up with puffy eyes and blocked nose every morning either. Let's be stronger than this, love. We have a future to build. I love you, AJ ♥

-beyonce, "1 plus 1"

2011-05-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

Today is a very random Saturday. I spring cleaned the house with mother dear. Well, she did most of the cleaning while I, let's just say the bed looks even more appealing on my off days where I'm suppose to be resting my mind and body.. Heh ;) After which, we took Baby Putray out or a walk. She's just starting to walk and she can be very lazy when she wants to. She'd squeeze her eyes tightly, smiling begging for mercy which leaves us wanting her to do more! So cute this baby girl, much lovin'!

Since I'm addicted to tea latte / milk tea with pudding and I couldn't get it anywhere near my neighborhood (bummer!), I get what's closest to it; cino ice tea! Wanted to buy myself pudding to put it in but was rushing for time so... Hoping to get one tomorrow!

Mother was super random a while ago, she found this skirt and told me to put in on. I slipped in my wedges and took out an outerwear and smiled ear to ear. Perfect fit! It used to be so tight! I guess this weight loss is a blessing in disguise after all ;)

Got a date with my one and only tomorrow after work! Goodnight honey bees!

-chris brown, "all back"

2011-05-09T22:19:00.001+08:00

The month has been a whirlwind of events.. IKEA, Snow City, Prata House, movie dates, ice cream stops, quick window shoppings... I've never been more in love with this crazy boy and I can't ever get enough of him.

IKEA; Our first trip with baby putray without mum. It was crazy, something unlikely happened causing the two us into a frenzy mess. But we managed through the hassle and he got cheeky thinkin of the future.. We left IKEA with tea pots, candles and pillow. Picnic-ish ey? Oh and the meatballs are superb! Must try.....

Snow City; It was an experience. A cold one. Pardon the irony.. Haha! It was at -5 degrees. And we were freezing even after putting on a super thick snuggly coat, (a huge one for me cos i couldn't fit the kid's either!) gloves and boots. Mine looks very Ugg-ish! We almost trip and fall into the snow and we were blowing out cold air and reading facts about polar bears and we threw 'snowballs' at each other. The only thing that disappoints us was how small the place really is. I was imagining something else~ Nonetheless, it really was an unforgettable experience..

Roti Prata House; This was after Snow City. We missed lunch so we were quite the monsters. Shared a Cheese Sausage Prata and each our own meals. I had Maggi Chicken Masala.. MasyaAllah it is really yummy indeed! I as usual didn't finish mine and the boy had to eat it all :B Later we walked into Icekimo for quick treat. Had Mint Nutella sundae. A perfect combination with this insane weather going on.

Mother's Day; The boy fetched me from work and headed to Orchard Central. Bought for our mama's a cake from Fruit Paradise. Bought the Banana Chocolate tart.. I'm beginning to have a thing for chocolates and banana's.. Shopped for his mama a lil somethin somethin and as usual, it was another one of the best days with him.

I'm lovin that I'm learning something new about him each day, every time we meet. I remembered that one time that we had a deep conversation. We talked about how his parents got together, how we'd shape our future, how's and if's and ... It was never-ending, I loved every single moment of it. How he reached for my hand from across the table, how he never fail to make fun at how I eat, how he smiles and giggles even! The hugs, the quick kisses.. I know I'm never letting him go.

-bruno mars, "the lazy song"

2011-05-02T01:53:00.000+08:00

Hey, so lots of friends have been coming up to me telling me that I've shrunken/getting skinnier/smaller/ bone-y etc... While some people may be jumping for joy for weight loss, I am in mad dislike because if this continues, people might think that I'm anorexic aka bones. I DO NOT want to look anything like that. I'm not being ungrateful, just confused cos I do eat proper meals now. I even eat my veggies and fishes! How healthy should I already be?!

Nonetheless still thankful for this slight/major (?) weight loss for I can fit my high waist pants which I wore it out only once and decided not to anymore, cos it was tight and I was breathless after consuming just a tiny cup of soy ice cream..

I have not master the technic of saving cos I thought I did only get what I want when I went shopping with the girls yesterday. I bought two pairs of socks and a gel eyeliner brush from Topshop and cupcake body mist spritz from La Senza. I only actually need the brush since mine's gone MIA.

Somehow I'm thankful that we've gone Topshop cos the brush is so goooood and smooth! It makes my putting on eye liner trés trés easier in the mornings when I'm in a rush for work. Next I think I might be getting the mascara. Heard good reviews everywhere.. :B

Water for Elephants is a must watch please.. It's so good, I might be getting the book? Just might be... Oh and I want that leopard print Dr Martens pretty please... It's only $149!!! Might be getting it this coming pay!

**WANTS AND NEEDS. WANTS AND NEEDS!! See what I'm talking about when I say I haven't master the technic of saving. God, please help me on this one.

-chris brown ft justin bieber, "next to you"

2011-04-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

I really should get myself up and gather my insecurities and if possible...throw them as far away as possible. My actions could lose my only one. I don't know why I have to be super insecure.. The day could have ended so perfect, bear hugs and goodnight whispers but my emotions always got the best of me, causing you to be hurt. I'm glad you have all the patience in the world to keep up with me. I'd leave me in a jiffy. I love you baby..

-adele, "set fire to the rain"

2011-04-23T16:27:00.000+08:00

I was bored that I did the laundry and cooked my food and change lightbulbs in the house and feed the pets and then I decided to curl my war.. Turns out okay :)) This is my first time ever handling a curling iron so, a pat on my back for not burning my hair bald. Just hope this lasts till tomorrow for I have a date with baby love. I miss him so much please!

-nicki minaj, "your love"

2011-04-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

I'm in need of your love.

-adele, "my same"

2011-04-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

My week started of bad.. My aunt passed away. My body, numb and tired. Cut off hours from work just so I get my rest. Eyes muddy and dull. Seeing things but never grasp. It was bad, real bad Michael Jackson..

I was grateful for the weekends that happened cos I finally got to spend time with my loves. My saturday night was spent over at Marina Promenade for Timbre Rock and Roots with Farashakin, Miss Keri Baby and a bit of Uin and her bf. Before that happened me and Fara had dinner at Secret Recipe. I still can't stop thinking of the Banana Chocolate cake Fara ordered. It was out-of-my-mind amazing! I'd go for seconds if I wasn't too full!

So Imogen Heap, Trombone Shorty (which I just found out I've huge interest for after watching them for the first time!) and none other, John Legend rocked the stage. Had so much fun singing/harmonizing along, dancing my night away.. It was full moon and it was by a really nice view of the flyer. Everything was perfect even though we were pushed and pulled within sweaty arms and limbs. Everyone had a good time I can tell. I sure did :D

I was amazed how early I got up on the sunday morning, next day.. Must be all the feel-good vibe cos i woke up thinking the night before was an amazing dream that could never happened. But it did and I smiled. Meet my favorite boy, AJ, for a movie. Limitless was great. I'd like some NZT's please!! Then we met my fam over at Scape for Sufie's competition. FLEA MARKETTTT!!! I can't bring baby with me when I go shopping cos he says I look good in anything which results in me shopping/splurging more! I love you baby, really but this has to stop.

Right now, he's super excited and comin up plans to revamp my room. His creative juices were really flowing.. Wonder what I'd ever do without him <3 Next sunday...IKEA WITH BABY!!!!

Till then, I shall sit and squirm for the week to fly by.. Much loves xx!

-drake, "sooner than letter"

2011-04-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

You don't need no one else.

-lupe fiasco, "show goes on"

2011-04-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

all this while i've been procrastinating. in fact a little too much. i shall stop. i will make a statement. i'll be ready. i'll come strong. i'll overcome any obstacles with a positive mindset. with a thinking, someone's going through worse. that i'm lucky to even get there. i'll get even. perhaps mean? i'll be competitive for all i can, for all i will. nobody's gonna stop me. i'll march. with God's will, i shall pass this and nothing's stopping me. be ready.

-yuna, "deeper conversation"

2011-04-03T01:40:00.000+08:00

i believe that we have all grown emotionally attached to Puteri Nursherfyna or whom we call babyputray. i always wonder how it would be when her mum wants her back since we already have treated her as our own. these are the things we can't foresee, it's called future. speaking of which, AJ and i have made some very very futuristic plans. see, i'm afraid what the future holds for us but it's sure bound to be some crazy scary fun awesome surprising roller coaster ride that i promised, we'd go through together..

till then, ICAN'TWAITFERPAYDAYALREADY!!

-aj rafael, "we could happen"

2011-03-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

every moment spent with the is boy awesome and unforgettable. 19 march goes without a saying. it was his birthday and i was a wreck crackin juice brains to give him the best since he's had a hard time. right at midnight i texted him a happy birthday and i told him to sleep early cos i had plans awaiting. truth to be told, i had none. i spent the whole night coming up with something. on the day...we were supposed to meet at 11 but me being me, there will always be something that comes up, we met at 12 instead. gave and got the best hugs in return, off we went for movies.

i booked tix fer Diary of a wimpy kid! hahaha funny show, cute boys.. right after, we headed to hunt fer Seoul Garden to feed the boy's cravings. i had fun cooking ze food more than eating it. i'm so glad he was all smiles.. so then comes the complicated part because i have NEVER EVER did this fer anyone so i was quite the noob. i told him that was it and that i'm heading home. little did he know i'd ask my mum and sis to prepare a lil somethin somethin fer him. ;)

first was the huge madjack cake which i'd spent decorating fer him and then i gave him his present; the shoe.. i love his reactions cos he was smiling widely. and he was quite shy.. nyeheheh he couldn't stop sending me mushy messages after that! hahahaha he even told me to marry him someday! aha i'm happy, he's happy. i love you baby, you deserve it <3

he wanted me to post somethin too. claimed he edit it to perfection. so here it is, word for word no edits:

19th March 2011. well to begin with i never really expected much. as a matter of fact i didn't expect anything but i had more than expected. apart from the 100 over wishes from friends and family, the girl made the day worth remembering. well it started of with a movie with snacks that she planned, then it was lunch a seoul garden even though she hated the smell of the bbq smoke.

well since the day was comin to an end, i thought it was the end of everything. but! while on the way to send her home, she gave me self made chocolate muffins and many self page written card!!! awesome bunch... then at admiralty her mum and sis shock me with madjack's mad n rich chocolate cake and a freakin ransom adidas shoe!!!! that was off the hook!! well she deserves this post cos i didn't know any of the plans she planned!! from the start to the end.. well my day ended with baby putray laughin so hard and fartin on me twice.. i've got one word to describe everything: BLESSED. thanks noriyah <3

gawd we sound like sucha happy sappy couple it's annoying! nyahahaa lovelovelove!!! nights lovers xx!

-adele, "rolling in the deep"

2011-03-17T02:37:00.000+08:00

i don't know me anymore. i don't get me anymore. everything is you. everything is us. no, i'm not saying it's wrong. no, i'm not saying i dislike. i'm just getting comfortable. probably because you're the closest that's ever been to my heart. you make me love. you love. you love too much then you leave me questioning. you said you want this so bad. baby, you're not trying hard enough. i never want anyone so bad. why are you giving up easy? you make me weak. you're thoughts of leaving? you don't have to think it out loud. how insecure i can get, you know. say something only when you mean it. you playing with my feelings boo. don't. i don't want this to end. i don't want us to end. this is just the beginning. i'm giving us time. i'm giving us chance. i need to know that it's not just me, that it's a little bit of you too. that you need me too. if you don't want this. don't tighten your grip when i'm holding on to your hand. don't pull when i walk away. don't tell me you love me. don't hug me and tell everything's gonna be okay. don't speak. don't think. i'm typing these, eyes blurred. you got me on a roller coaster but i'm never letting this go. never letting you go. i'm gonna love only you. i'm gonna hope miracles exist. i'm gonna hope and hope and hope. i'm gonna love you, just you.

-katy perry, "et"

2011-03-10T06:02:00.000+08:00

this will be a quick short one..

so i've been youtube-ing and i came across this video. i'm thinking so much about you, i'm going insane. i might be under your spell. i've never been this clingy and needy. and this lyrics fit this current situation i'm in. you're from a whole another world, a different dimension. i love you baby <3

You're so hypnotising

could u be the devil, could you be an angel

your touch magnetizing

feels like going floating, leave my body glowing

They say be afraid

you're not like the others, futuristic lovers

different DNA, they dont understand u

You're from a whole other/another world

a different dimention

you open my eyes

and im ready to go, lead me into the light

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me

infect me with your love, and fill me with your poison

take me, t-t-take me

wanna be your victim, ready for abduction

boy, you're an alien, your touch so far away

its supernatural, extraterrestrial

You're so super sonic

wanna feel your powers, stumb me with your lasers

your kiss is cosmic, every move is magic

You're from a whole other/another world

a different dimension

you open my eyes

and im ready to go, lead me into the light

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me

infect me with your love, and fill me with your poison

take me, t-t-take me

wanna be your victim, ready for abduction

boy, you're an alien, your touch so far away

its supernatural, extraterrestrial

There is this transcendental, on another level

boy, you're my lucky star

i wanna walk on your wave length

and be there when you vibrate

for you i'd risk it all

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me

infect me with your love, and fill me with your poison

take me, t-t-take me

wanna be your victim, ready for abduction

boy, you're an alien, your touch so far away

its supernatural, extraterrestrial

on another note, i've been browsing through fashion week's runway shows. some garments are so amazing it's breathtaking. McQueen's, Diesel and Louis Vuitton are some i'd name. i'll post more details on the next post? i can't upload picts right now and my six am alarm clock just rang!! i better get some snooze so i won't bore my baby with lots of zzzs~ later.. nights yaw, er i mean morning!! xx

Air-con or Fan or Both ?

2011-03-10T02:03:00.001+08:00

fan

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Team Edward or Team Jacob? :p (stupid qn)

2011-03-10T02:02:00.003+08:00

this is tough but.. um? this is really tough..

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Name 3 things you're good at.

2011-03-10T02:02:00.001+08:00

daydream. sketching. tweeting.

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-angus and julia stone, "big jet plane"

2011-03-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

had an awesome time today with the only. i dressed up a lil for him. had on my long blue maxi with my not so nice cardigan (oh well i always practice imperfection..). i wake up super early though i'm always usually late! i brought my mac out for the first time to share it with him. we bought a tub of ice cream and roam around the airport like nobody's business. we sit talk feed each other ice cream laugh hold hands sing.. his hugs are the best! and angry birds makes him angry and brings out the kid in him. all that and the only thing i can't get enough is staring at him. i keep thinking this, "someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hand" it's true i'm familiar to his likes and dislikes and what he hates, i'm trying to improve. it's like i'm molding myself so that we fit. this really must be love. we fight so hard and then we make up. and he makes me feel pretty even when i'm not. he sings to me when we walk the walk and he really sound sexy when he sings that spanish song! i can go on forever but i'm tired and i need the toilet. goodnight readers. goodnight lover. blessed :)

What's one thing that most people don't know about you?

2011-03-07T22:50:00.001+08:00

i can get really crazy at times

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-chris brown ft busta rhymes and lil wayne, "look at me now"

2011-03-07T03:08:00.000+08:00

note to self: i'm typing this with a half crazed mind and only one barely open eye so it's best to actually NOT read it but if you insists, it's prolly crappioli anyways.

sometimes i hate this person who's holding me back. i wanna ask so many questions but i worry for the non worthy. i wanna crash a party and probably kiss a girl. i wanna marry my boyfriend, the very minute we're a far cry from nothing. i wanna sing and shout and dance but no no no. i wanna eat and be happy. i wanna cry and let it all out, salts and snots. i wanna fight but not too much because i break down easy. i wanna travel, get me cha-ching. i wanna spend equal time with everyone but there's only twenty four hours a day (why???). i want so many things it's a never ending fiend. i wanna be good, i never want perfect. i want so many talents but never to claim greed. i wanna learn so many languages when i fail my mother tongue. i wanna go to the toilet but i'm feeling too lazy. i wanna win too.

there is only so much that my lips can handle from all the biting i'd been doing to keep me from waging wars. there is only so much a girl can handle. you know sometimes all i really feel like doing is shutting myself from the rest of the world but i CANNOT survive a day without my berry thus the communications. sometimes i feel like putting my finger in faces and say, "EVERYBODY HAS A BREAKING POINT YA'LL, EVERYONE'S GOT LIMITS!"

my post is a failure and it feels like my english just got out of the tumble dry. there's pins and needles in my tummy and i'm not feeling ANYTHING like me. feels like miss independent is long gone. i need my baby bad even though he doesn't know it. i try too hard, nothing shows. i do nothing and everything comes up. i'm at fault. i'm a loser. i'm pathetic. AND i trip.

maybe just maybe all i need is someone to hug me and tell me, life is crazy and everything is out of reach, roller coaster-like emotions and all. but you know what...you gotta put on a strong front because that's what everyone's doing and we're all just trying to be real pro at this.

hey, i just made me feel good..

Would you prefer a Laptop or a Desktop ? Why ?

2011-03-07T02:08:00.003+08:00

laptop.. accessible

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EAT EAT EAT THATS ALL I KNOW. Recommend me places to eat pleaseeee. SO WHERE TO EAT GOOOOD YUMMY FOOD?

2011-03-07T02:08:00.001+08:00

KTM, tong seng, mad jack, long john silver, my granna's house, swensen, far east, .......

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What are you most looking forward to right now?

2011-03-07T02:01:00.001+08:00

tomorrow ;))

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-jessie j, "l.o.v.e"

2011-03-02T00:57:00.001+08:00

you set your foot on a quake of ground one morning and decided you were going to live (or maybe you haven’t quite yet) and the world’s look different since. you’ve watched sunsets with the feelings of end before but you won’t be doing that anymore. everyone keeps telling you about beginnings and ends but for you every thing’s been wrapped around one thing, love. you can’t find the strings that bring it all together and perhaps you’re not trying. tread softly, they’ve said. but that’s not enough. you know dreaming politely is not enough. you want to feel the five o’clock shadows of earth (treading) threading underneath your fingers.

i am made.

i am made of broken lovely things.

i am i am i am.

like rocks and sand and mud. i am yours. kissed by your hands and molded to your image.

broken lovely things, i am.

kisses,

of collar bones, fingertips soar, elbows to elbows, knees bent.

drip ..

drip

dripping, —- draped in your love. i am too in love.

(i set my foot on a quake of ground one morning and decided i am going to live).

If the Internet and TV didn't exist, what would you spend most of your time doing?

2011-03-01T22:28:00.001+08:00

sketching facessss~

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Harry Potter or Twilight?

2011-02-25T01:10:00.001+08:00

so i have all four of the twilight series and i don't know a thing about harry potter except...HERMOINE IS HOT!! p.s. is that how you spell her name?

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how does a girl tell a guy how she feels about him?

2011-02-25T01:09:00.001+08:00

write a letter? sing a song? jump around? i don't know, i'm bad at this. just don't be too clingy is all i can really say..

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loyalty or pleasure?

2011-02-25T00:55:00.001+08:00

hahaha this reminds me of the beer ad "business or pleasure??" so it's loyalty anyway..

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own an iphone or a blackberry?

2011-02-25T00:53:00.001+08:00

blackberry

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lets say you go on a date. a first date. and the other party has a body odour. you want to tell him/her but you just cant. what would you do?

2011-02-25T00:49:00.003+08:00

r u n

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attached?

2011-02-25T00:49:00.001+08:00

YEZ

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if you're a shy person. and you admire this person. should you go tell or ignore and carry on with your live without the person knowing

2011-02-25T00:46:00.001+08:00

don't be shy, let them know! at least you won't spend the rest of your life, not knowing. if it's a negative response, you obviously deserve someone way better ;)

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